• ICE CHERRY •

It has been a while since I didn't open my Blog. It's rare to see me up a new post, right? Hahaha. 

Oh, right! COVID-19 has come and greets with people all over the world right now. Everyone is affected during this pandemic. In Malaysia, the government initiated the Movement Control Order (MCO) to encounter COVID-19. All the schools, universities, and restaurants are closed down and people are instructed to stay at home. Therefore, all classes have been conducted online. The students need to go back home and have online classes. So, here I am! At home, having online classes weekdays. Due to COVID-19, our university has set to not conduct any face-to-face interactions. This means that there is no final examination at all too! 

Happy or not? Hahahahaha. Not really, actually. Because lecturers gave us a lot of assignments and tests and mark them as the final evaluation for this semester. Oh my. Too many assignments I need to do. 😫 I think I can handle them, but today, I'm just having a mental breakdown because of these assignments. 

I felt so tired, my back ached, I lose hopes and will. My strength has gone already. I have another one big assignment that needs to be submitted by today. While finishing the exercises given by the lecturer during the class, I cried. I cried so hard. My tears kept falling down. I can't hold it anymore.

 I tried to endure these past weeks, but today, I felt so weak. Fortunately, I was alone in my room at that time 😂😂 I will feel embarrassed if my siblings or my parents see I'm crying. Hahaha.

"What did I do to calm down myself?"

Yeah, I kept asking myself this question at that time 😂 So, barely, I tried finishing up all my works for today. Then, I lied down on my bed (Thank God, my class in the evening ended earlier), I cried so hard as I can. I let it out all my stress while crying. After that, I hit the hay for a while. Once I woke up, my body felt lighter. I can smile as usual. 

Everyone has their own ups and downs. When we feel down, don't let yourself drown too far. You can cry and mad but then, let it all go. Bring up your spirits back. You can do this. You have undergone many hardships. It's time for us to go up.

-Aina-